Prelude to a chrysalis

It's a beautiful morning in London. It was still nighttime when I left for work this morning and somehow out of the darkness, the sun has emerged like a beautiful butterfly.

I used to have these daydreams when I was in University - usually in my microprocessor lectures as these were impossible to concentrate on. Anyway, I used to fantasise about going into hiding for a month and metamorphosing into a thing of beauty - a brand new shiny me. I am about to turn that fantasy into reality (no, I am not going for plastic surgery) - on Saturday I plan to start my 30 day detox.

Ever since I watched this horrible movie called Dumplings I have felt a little bit paranoid and mostly self-conscious about the way that I treat my body. Nearing the latter part of my 27th year, I can no longer rely on my youthful invulnerability. These last few years of binge drinking (aka socialising at work), late nights and eating out has taken it's toll. The stresses of my job and personal life have also taken their toll.

I have only been back a week from my relaxing holiday in bella Italy, where I had a daily siesta and glass of Chianti - and now the cold, the darkness is settling in for the winter and I feel in need of a pick me up already.

I have 2 leaving drinks to attend this week and then, for a month, I will not have alcohol, meat, sugar or salt. I will somehow subject myself to a cold shower in the morning, daily body brushing and lots of exercise. No caffeine. No extravagant meals out. Exfoliation. And all voluntary. Have I gone mad?!

And yet I am kind of looking forward to it - this challenge of mine. My book Detox Yourself tells me that I will feel amazing afterwards. I will feel more energised, and lean. I will sleep better. My insides will be shiny and new. I guess after 27 years, it's surely time for an MOT? :)

This morning I decided against having a healthy porridge for breakfast and opted for sausage, beans and egg instead. Hey, detox starts on Saturday - might as well enjoy the last few days of indulgent eating :))